Douse Mou Nigerarenai

Chapter 43

From Chibi Manga:Naho dreamt to become an OL but while she was waiting to have the apt1tude to become one of them, she started to work in a Design company. But because her manager, Sakisaka, had a bad impression about her, he just played with her. But then, he decided to help her and he even comforted her?!This love story isn't to be dealt with by ordinary means!

Language: English


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A special day to tell about love from a girl.


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I don't wanna give up on Sakisaka-san yet.

"You are precious."

For me, and surely for Sakisaka-san too.

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Amari-san, I'm not going to NY.

I was really grateful for your feeling.

I'm sorry...

...I'm stubborn, too, but

I knew I couldn't be a replacement for Sakisaka-san.

so are you.


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There are no other replacements for Sakisaka-san, and

there are no other replacements anywhere for you as well.

"In replacement for Sakisaka-san, it's going to be Amari-san".

There's no way for me that

...That's why huh...

Oh, it's nothing.

It's n...

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Amari-san, I'm not in any position to say such a thing, but

And if there's anything I can do for you

I will save up money and go see you in NY someday.

as a friend,


I will fly and go see you anytime.


Would you mind leaving me alone?

No, it's not your fault.

I'm fine.

I'll see you tomorrow.

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I think I realized why I love Nodakura-san.

There's somewhere inside of me that I'm trying to get back at Sakisaka-san for even going to NY.

How embarr@ssing.

I probably can't go...

to NY...

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...I wanna be strong...

Strong enough to love you.

A feeling light in my heart

again and again.

I love Sakisaka-san.

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*door opens

I'll be at Takada all day today,

a suit


so is there anything I should hear from you?

A response will be postpone from Fukushima-san due to the client's schedule.

Norakura here?

There's nothing else.

What about a deadline?

We're currently checking on that.

Ok. I'll be visiting Takada for a while.

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It’s been a while

we keep this distance of not touching.

Not looking at each other’s eyes.

U um

Itte-r@sshai (Have a nice day/ be careful)

Ittekuru. (I'm going now)


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*door opens

Kaoru, you're here.

Sigh~ I'm tired...

You changed so nicely.

*sits down

I have no choice!

Even Koukami-san is choosing his words.

Board of directors are there at Takada’s to negotiate.

Why don’t you quit?

About merging.

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Amari decided

things are really starting to look not so well.

*gets up


to go to N.Y.

I myself was thinking he would be able to work at Takada for at least half a year so

I haven’t been able to tell Takada yet.

Apparently Norakura is going with him.

Not yet.

Isn’t that Amari-chan’s desire?

Did you ask her directly?

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Then hurry up and ask her.

First of all, if both of them leaves, then here (Solo Design) is gonna be tough condition.

That seems like he’s pretty exhausted.

Eddies, when are they quitting here?

He had some time to think about Amari-chan, but

about Naho-chan leaving...

I'm going for smoke.

...Naho-chan, good luck.

He ran away...

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...My back...

Oh I see.

Snow is

coming soon...

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That big thing hasn’t moved for quite a long time.




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Haa/ *breathing little hard

I gotta lick it.

It looks painful.



Where is it?



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It’s been 2 weeks since then

I fell asleep...

Sakisaka-san barely came to the office.

It's cold...

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I was able to meet him couple times this week, but

"You're precious."

But if I can’t do anything about it, then

it was just few words of business message.

I gotta keep this situation and not give up.

It’s ok. There’s gonna be a way for sure tomorrow.

It feels like...

I’m just going aound and around the same spot.

Then at this point, I always hold my knees

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It will be ok next time.

Even so,

Next interviewer must be nice.

it’s tough to keep cheering myself like this...

But “next” never came...

Next man will love me.

At the next workplace, I can make friends.

Don’t realize. [T/N: telling that to herself]

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If I realize, I won’t be able to move so pretend I didn’t realize it, and

Walk and walk

Swap an insecurity to unconfident hope.

even though there may not be a destination.

"If you know it is no use crying over spilt milk, you need to be careful not to spill."

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He really

He told me in the beginning, but I'm still at the same position...

looks closely about others...

Ah geez what should I do!?


Did I even confess to Sakisaka-san before...?

Should I just be all over and confess to him!?

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Huh...? Cuz...

Things were being unsettled and v*gue, and then it was getting harder to bring it up...

I didn't properly confess to Sakisaka-san even once!!

B but...

Sakisaka-san confessed to me...



*falls down

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...It's cold.

Evening comes early now so it's chilly already.

It's been a while since I dropped by the office, but

no one is here...

it's even colder because of it...

"Did you ask Naho-chan?"

I know.

"Then hurry up and ask her."

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...I'm scared to ask.

*door opens


What's wrong?

You finished earlier than expected, huh.

A snow?

Welcome back.

S sorry. I wiped them off though.

It's fine.

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Don't be so suspicious/sensitive.

Sakisaka-san, please make some time for me in near future.

Why don't you wipe your hair.

You can use office's towel...

I have something to tell you.

I'll listen now.

What is it?

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What...it's private thing...so...

got Chiharu and

let this girl go.

That's right. I

That's fine. Say anything.

"You don't need her any more right?"

I'm gonna

...I love you!!

completely lose her now.

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P please...

make love to me...!

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Graduation s3x...?

I...I mean that's not what I meant!!

So things are still unorganized!

I wasn't expected to talk about it now!

I realized I never confessed to anyone before...


That doesn’t mean that I was popular or anything like that...people approached me who wanted someone who’s convenient for them...


...and this in irrelevant too!

That’s why...

Can I get confessed or no?

I can’t really (say) in good way...

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He calmed me down.


He's listening to me...

...I thought...

I should properly confess to you first, and tell you everything that’s on my mind.

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when I face you like this,

“Yeah I wanna be with you...”

That was...the only thought...

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Medaka (small Japanese fish/killifish)...?

Please don't

hate me...

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Smell of snow

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Smell of snow

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My cellphone


I got a phone call.


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*stops vibrating

...It got cut off.

That was long phone ring.im gonna go check.

It was from Tsubasa.

...She's not picking up.

That's weird.

I’m worried...can I call her back?

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*brr brr/ vibrates


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